May 2011
3 posts
March 2011
10 posts
“What now, then? I can only really say for myself: Enjoy who I am, the talents...”
– John Mayer (via iflifesshadesofgray)
February 2011
18 posts
on the first page of our story, our future seemed...
dont know why im still suprised..
i need more then just a kiss goodnight..
i love the way you lie..
this morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction hush baby, speak softly, tell me you’re awfully sorry that you pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy baby, without you, I’m nothing,...
so maybe im a masochist; i try to run but i dont...
even angels have their wicked schemes but you take...
i am who i am..
take
me
or
leave
me..
gone away are the golden days.. theyre just a page...
so tell me when ill finally see your shallow heart...
ive seen your act and i know all the facts; im...
i was true as the sky is blue.. but i couldnt soon...
so now i find denial in my eyes.. im mesmorised by the pictures that are in my mind..
am i still in connection with the way i wanna be?
what if i dive off the edge of my life and theres...
how is it that a few words from a friend can hurt and affect one this much?
maybe because what he described, what he now has, i have realised…
that im so close to having that.. yet so incredibly far.
“i remember the time when i was searching my mind just to find if id ever define...”
when did it become okay for us to think that we cant ever be alone..
i blame movies and music and the way we were bought up.. watching all those disney movies where they get together in the end and live happily ever after?
is there ever a happily ever after?
i just dont like how ive gotten to the point in my life where i feel like i need to have someone special in my life. we shouldnt be bought...
January 2011
16 posts
my heats beating like a steamboat tugging
your words have no backbone;
hate is safer then love.
haters hate & lovers love.
forever & almost always;
my attendance is bad, but my intentions are good..
because its only when your tested that you truly discover who you are..
& its only when your tested that you discover who you can be..
the person that you want to be does exist, somewhere in the other side of hard work& faith, and belief and beyond the HEARTACHE and fear of what life has..
I just wish he knew what he was missing
&how amazing it could be,
whoever he is…
a little something i wrote about 2 years ag;
she cant be in this city anymore;
shes sick of not having anyone here, and feels more alone now than ever
she always said she would never leave but now she cant think of anything she would rather do.
if people wanted her to say they would prove it; and if anyone wanted to be with her they would show it.
everyone knows everyone in this place;
there are reasons you cant go for people,...
im so gifted in findin what i dont like the most;;
i dont know whats worse;; your absence or you...
December 2010
2 posts
you may say im a dreamer.. but im not the only...
youll always be my hero.. even though youve lost...
November 2010
23 posts
im over the analysing tonight..