January 2010
324 posts
resolutions;
you know the deal, you compile a list of resolutions and u never follow through on them, but its nice to dream right.
1. find decent boy.
2. fall in love.
3. have a rad 21st.
4. grow my hair over my bresticles.
5. try and loose some weight.
6. find good job.
7. be out of current job by end of january.
8. be in the front row of John Mayers concert when he comes here.
9. go to any lengths...
December 2009
305 posts
your the only one who will save me; thats why ive...
i know that ill find another that doesnt always...
its amazing how much of a high on life i can be one mintue; and how totally shit i can feel the next.
& i resent you
why do i always screw things up?
well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you...
well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you...
how do any of us know if we are going to find "the...
everyone just goes on the fact that you WILL find someone..
why? because you have to.
what happens if you dont. what happens if u pass that person up and they are the one.
how are you supposed to know who the one is?
i just dont know anymore.
what happens if i never find someone.
i dont know where to go from here.
am i living it right?
i really dont like the person that i am sometimes;
you think your loving;
but you dont love me
you think were okay just because im here;
you get to be my last disaster;
i need john mayer right now;
he always makes sense of life for me.
i think your too good to be true;
I could save myself so much trouble I could save myself this heartache
You can’t think about What should have been What doesn’t break you Makes you stronger in the end
in this this silent space, i close my eyes i can...
but my world’s such an empty place tonight.
i wanna go back to the days when i believed again
but according to him;
im beautiful, incredible
he cant get me out of his head.
and i wanna believe in love.
so gimme the bad news baby, tell it to me straight
i want to know that im your biggest mistake
you were meant to be someone else;
according to him;
im funny, irresistable
everything he ever wanted..
you said you would love me until you died; but as...
it should be illegal to decieve a womans heart.
oily marks appear on walls;
where pleasure moments hung before.
Mmm, what you say? Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did. Mmm, what you say? Mm, that it’s all for the best? Ah, off course it is. Mmm, what you say? Mm, that it’s just what we need? And you decided this? Mmm what you say? Mm, What Did She Say?
spin me round again and rub my eyes;
this cant be happening.
“I have a good heart, I think I may have gotten...
-John Mayer-Ellen Show 12/15”
“you didn’t love her. you just didn’t want to be alone or maybe, maybe she was...”
– (via justtaryn)